The darkness surrounds me,
it grabs me,
it has a grip on me.
I have no where to go,
I have no where to run.
I am a tortured soul...
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Thursday, February 10, 2011
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
The Fight Within
Sovereign Lord,
The more time passes, the more I understand that I need You.
Every time I strive to live on my own, I fail and fall on my face.
You know my heart, and that kills me daily.
My heart is filled with despair, anguish, hopelessness, anger and things that others do not see but do not escape your eye.
Oh Father!
Oh God!
I know what I want to do and what I do not want to do. Yet, what I want not to do is what I do, but what I want to do is not what I do.
I cringe at the thought of what You think of me; but I know if I believe, I stand justified by faith alone in Christ.
In You I trust, but I show You not!
Some friend I am! Maybe, I am not a true friend to You, but You are to me.
You carried the cross and died for me. Please forgive me for taking You for granted—it’s just that I do not fully understand the grandeur of what You have done.
In the end what matters is only You and solely You. So, I plea for your pardon for failing so miserably with my life even after You came and showed us how to live.
Here I stand with only my belief in Christ, and I hope that is good enough for You.
The more time passes, the more I understand that I need You.
Every time I strive to live on my own, I fail and fall on my face.
You know my heart, and that kills me daily.
My heart is filled with despair, anguish, hopelessness, anger and things that others do not see but do not escape your eye.
Oh Father!
Oh God!
I know what I want to do and what I do not want to do. Yet, what I want not to do is what I do, but what I want to do is not what I do.
I cringe at the thought of what You think of me; but I know if I believe, I stand justified by faith alone in Christ.
In You I trust, but I show You not!
Some friend I am! Maybe, I am not a true friend to You, but You are to me.
You carried the cross and died for me. Please forgive me for taking You for granted—it’s just that I do not fully understand the grandeur of what You have done.
In the end what matters is only You and solely You. So, I plea for your pardon for failing so miserably with my life even after You came and showed us how to live.
Here I stand with only my belief in Christ, and I hope that is good enough for You.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Reflection and Supplication
I have brought shame to your house,
though I claim to know You.
I have doubted Your Son,
though I have felt and seen his essence in my life.
Please, help my past, present, and future NOT be a shameful memory to You.
Please strengthen my faith and reason so I can go forth in Your name.
Let You be my focus!
Only in giving up self and selfish wants will I fully give myself to You.
So please help me! I cannot do it! I cannot bear it!
Please take not Your hand from me.
Help me seek You now and always.
Use me, touch me, embrace me, cleanse me, love me…
In You things are possible!
Help me move mountains in Your name.
Jesus is real and only through Him shall I know You!
Jesus I beg Your forgiveness.
I urge my inner being to know You.
Guide and shine my path.
By example shall I teach my children?
Help me attain their souls for You.
Lead me to oneness with my wife.
I love Thee!
You are worthy of worship and praise.
May I do so forever and ever. Amen!
though I claim to know You.
I have doubted Your Son,
though I have felt and seen his essence in my life.
Please, help my past, present, and future NOT be a shameful memory to You.
Please strengthen my faith and reason so I can go forth in Your name.
Let You be my focus!
Only in giving up self and selfish wants will I fully give myself to You.
So please help me! I cannot do it! I cannot bear it!
Please take not Your hand from me.
Help me seek You now and always.
Use me, touch me, embrace me, cleanse me, love me…
In You things are possible!
Help me move mountains in Your name.
Jesus is real and only through Him shall I know You!
Jesus I beg Your forgiveness.
I urge my inner being to know You.
Guide and shine my path.
By example shall I teach my children?
Help me attain their souls for You.
Lead me to oneness with my wife.
I love Thee!
You are worthy of worship and praise.
May I do so forever and ever. Amen!
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